Tuesday, July 29, 2008

This Is Busking



We met at The Old Swan

Tuesday nights, open stage

music acoustic

he, street-smart from Paris

thin as wire, Dylan-haired

fresh from Sorbonne

student unrest - a Maoist


I was in London to sing ballads

in folk-clubs and pubs

he'd come to sing

at the Troubadour - 'Heart of Gold'


short of money

needing a copy of Time Out

he took me across the road

to Nottinghill Gate tube station



he said 'put your case down

in front of you and sing'

I sang 'Streets of London'

to the passing crowd

coins started flowing into my case

he retrieved 70p

for a precious copy of Time Out

and said

'keep singing, this is busking'



Pamela Sidney 2003



The Seedling Planters



The boy and I, both down and out

unlikely mates, found ourselves working

for the same boss

planting spring seedlings in window-boxes

of banks, pubs and posh apartments


together we shared the lucky day

planting flowers a garden border

we dug up eighty pounds in silver coins

buried right outside a bank's front doors.


assistant gardeners

me a busker in the Underground

and he so young, so first-job poor

both needing money so desperately

he needed a bicycle to get around

and me, the money a plane ticket home

we had miraculously found

a substantial stash of cash


only to be arrogantly brushed aside

by our bragging

Rolls Royce driving Cockney-boss

who didn't intend this nice little cache

to be 'finders keepers' for his rather sweet

odd-couple spring-flower seedling planters


our Cockney-boss ingratiated himself

to the security guard for the bank

whispering together in the foyer

he handed the stolen money over

still in it's plastic bags

branded London Transport

to his swaggering gun-in-the-holster mate

no doubt they divided the hidden heist

between them later, after the boy and I

had knocked off for the day


I resigned that night

in absolute white-hot-fury

at my bosses lack of empathy

I said to head office (eating my anger)

“a personality conflict” with the boss


I couldn't believe his insensitivity

to our poverty

and the boy - just out of school -

who badly needed a bike

and me

the money for a plane ticket home


all thought of my future survival

my poverty, vanished in righteous anger

completely obliterated my need for this job

as a spring-flower seedling planter.



Pamela Sidney 29.8.99



Guitar Riff



It only takes a certain guitar riff

a certain descending melody

with an off beat disguised

to bring you back

the smokey pub

filled with transient gypsies

holding glasses of ale

longing for something

to fill their emptiness


it only takes a certain guitar riff

to bring back the darkened empty squat

cigarette tips glowing like a legion of stars

sound coming out of the gloom

melodies thrown into the night


it only takes a certain guitar riff

to bring back the day

we woke to deep snow

covering the garden

up to the front doorstep



then off to busking

in the heart of London

gloves, scarves, hats, cold mist

curling from our mouths


it only takes a certain guitar riff

to bring back the red buses

circling Hampstead Garden suburb

the old Golder's Green Jewish Cemetery



the neighbour

who thought we were hippies

bound to make trouble

just music 'til 3am

and a brand new world

to explore each morning



Pamela Sidney 12.2.05